Goins reported she woke up to find Cosby licking her
toes and masturbating. She states he bit one of her toes and that's
what woke her up. Goins further states there was saliva all over her
body indicating he had done much more than that. In an interview
with the Daily Mail UK, Goins stated:
"We stayed at the W Hotel
in Hollywood which is one of my favorites and were both looking
forward to the party. We got all dressed up, we were going to the
Playboy mansion after all. I was a wearing a cute little red dress
and my friend was wearing a strapless tan dress. I remember we got
to the house and it was like a bigger party so there was a lot going
on, lots of girls wearing not very much.
They checked our ID at the
door so I knew drinking was off limits. We were running late but we
were quickly introduced to Hef when we got there. It was the first
time I had met him, I was excited and all focus was on him. Me and
my friend were two cute blondes, he liked us. We were talking to Hef
for a while and that's when Bill Cosby walked up. I kind of
recognized him from TV, I know he was on a TV show where he played a
family guy, but he was a little bit before my time. Hef introduced
him as his good friend, they seemed really close. He seemed like a
really nice guy, really funny. We were talking, laughing and having
fun.
He kind of just left and
we were talking and he came back with drinks. He gave me a vodka
mixer I think. I wasn't really supposed to drink because of my age
but I was like, 'okay, cool'. I thought I'd got a drink on the side.
I remember the drink being kind of strong but it didn't taste funny
or anything like that. I think I finished most of it, I didn't set
my glass down I was holding it the whole time.
Everything kind of went a
little foggy, I started feeling sick to my stomach, and just dizzy.
I started telling my friend and I was like where's the bathroom, but
I could tell my friend just wanted to hang out, we were still
talking to Hef. Then Bill offered to show me the room, he said he
knew the way. He seemed nice and I don't remember feeling nervous or
that it was weird. He had his arm around me to show me the way and I
did notice he had been paying me a little more attention than my
friend, but never thought anything of it.
I was butt naked lying on
my back on a bed and didn't have any idea where I was. I was in a
bedroom and presumed it was in the mansion because I could hear
music, I don't think it was Hef's room, it was just a nice room. I
came to and remember seeing this big man crouched over me. It was
Bill Cosby and he was at my feet, kind of licking and kissing them
and I think he bit my toe as that's what woke me up. I kind of thank
God for that because that's what woke me up and I came to. I was
shocked, I said, 'hey, what's going on', he didn't really say
anything, didn't explain anything or give a reason.
He jumped up, pulled his
pants back up quickly and left. He had seen that I was alert and
bolted out of there, I was left in the room by myself. She said: 'I
remember waking up and feeling moist all over, like he had been
licking all over me. He wasn't on my breasts when I woke, but I
could feel, you know, the saliva on them and that he'd been licking
on me.
I felt embarrassed, it was
a gross, icky feeling, I felt very violated and humiliated. I was
scared, I was just 18 and he was an old man, I was not very sexually
experienced and I didn't really know what had happened, it was
violating. I can't be 100% sure what he did to me, I was completely
out of it. I found my dress but I couldn't find my panties anywhere,
I don't know if he had them or not. I just got out of there as fast
as I could and found my girlfriend downstairs. She looked at me and
said I didn't seem right so she was like, 'let's go'. I think she
could tell something was wrong.
I told her I was scared
and didn't know what to do, I told her I didn't think I had been
raped, but what happened to me wasn't right, at the very least he
was groping and molesting me. She consoled me and said she felt bad
about it, but neither of us thought about telling anyone. We were
young, we wanted to be Playboy models. I was scared about saying
anything about what happened, especially as it was at the Playboy
mansion because it's known for naughty stuff. I didn't want to get
in trouble and maybe ruin my modeling career and nor did my friend
as she was getting the invites to the parties. Bill Cosby was on TV
and had a family man image, I thought to hurt that, he would come
after me, try to ruin me."